the talk about fate--

dan lagi2 pertanyaan itu muncul lagi dalam kepala gue...

"dimana kebahagiaan?apa itu kebahagiaan?"

dan tadi malam, pembicaraan soal kebahagiaan, takdir, ketulusan, nasib dan cinta terjadi dengan begitu seru dan tajam antara gue dan sahabat gue dalam hidup, Wahyu Adi Pramardika...

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"ïs it just me?or people just love hurting me?don't I deserve to be happy?"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:14


"knpa kita bpikiran sama prhal it ya?"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:20


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"Mgkn bkn cm qta..psti ada masanya tiap org brtnya hal yg sm ktika trpuruk
tp prtnyaan itu trlalu srg Q tnyain blkgan.."
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:21


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"Where do we seek happiness?
dl Q bs jwb..'in our heart' but how would we find it..when the heart itself is hurting??"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:22


"n kdg yg dtg jstru bukn org yg kita hrpkan..
hhh..harapan..ekspektasi...apa lg?"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:24


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"Ekspktasi yg trll tnggi?atw kslhn dmlai ktk kbhgiaan sbnrnya bs ddpt dr org yg tdk qta hrpkan.dn qt jstru brblk bdn dn brhrp kbhgiaan itu dtg dr org yg qt tnggu"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:26


"nah it dia.yea.same here.
oalah.kalo aja kita saling naksir ya..hahaha."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:28


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"Klo qt slg naksir trz dunia kebalik gmn?hehehe bknnya magnet itu slg tarik mnrik ktk mrka brp utara-selatan?
qt ni bknnya utara-utara?wkwkwkwk"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:29


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"Knp sll memuja org yg salah?knp sll mnginginkn org yg slh?dn knp bhkn ktk tw bhwa smwanya slh,msh aja brharap sm dia..
interestingly sick,isn't it?"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:35


"haha.emg.auk lah..ak klo dkt km aj jiper ko.kakakak.
dlm hal ni aj kita sama.pglaman emg mnyatukan.
ap yg km rskan skrg ya sdkit byk ak bs ikt ngrsain."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:36


"BENAR.menjengkelkan sekali....
tp..skrg stlah tau it,hmm..kita jd bljar ssuatu kan?
'at least'.huhu"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:38


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"Jiper?hehehe mgkn Q emg trll aneh y?mgkn krn itu jg knp hal ky gni bs tjd brkali2.udh dksi pmbljaran tp msh j ndableg nymplung k lubang yg sm lg.hhh"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:39


"kmrn abs nolak org jd paham,gmn rasany wktu org nolak ak..well.kinda hard btw..tp hal bgt jd bkin ati2 bner prihal mginginkan"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:40


"All we need is love.
and food..
and water...
and shelter....
and somebody to love....
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:42


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"Right!
and happiness is merely 'just' something that we want..
Kt org,Tuhan gkn sll mmbrikan apa yg qt mnta,tp kn mmbrikan apa yg qt bthkan..bnr gt kah?"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:44


"nah,klo gitu km bkl nunggu Dia mmberi ap yg km bthkan ap mgusahakan?
waktu it ky gilingan padi lho,cuma bs 'muter' searah..fufufu."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:49


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"Kl mngusahakn ntr ujg2nya ttp nyri dn ngejar apa yg Q mw.cm Tuhan mgkn yg tw apa yg Q bthin
tp..
nunggu jg mnybalkan..mgkn tu yg dmksd 'org sabar dsyg Tuhan' :p"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:51


"tiwi brsn sms.kbtulan smsnya pas.dia bilg "love is acceptance and freedom."
well,sptinya 'bahagia' jg ga jauh2 dr dua hal it. :)"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:52


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"Brti mkin susah dunk?krn brti bth keikhlasan tingkat tinggi utk mncapai bhgia?
damn.."
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:55


"haha.positivis...
ga mau pcya ma hal yg ktnya 'kebetulan' ah..smua ud ad script-ny.kita tggal ngjlanin.
ky kt org.kl ud jodoh ga bkl lari kmna. :D"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:56


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"Iya sih..tp klo qta nya yg lari2 ttp gkn ktmu yak? XD"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:56


"ngeok.mknya tadi ak bilg 'klo seandainya kita saling naksir'.dih..
..."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:57


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"Oia..awake dhewe ki lari2nya searah og ya?wkwkwkwk
..."
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:58


"auk.it kn kata orang.hahaha..
biasa Dit,ujung2ny tu tetep ikhlas ma sabar.."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 20:59


"byk tmenny kl soal jatuh d lubg yg sama..ak jg.tp itulah gunany teman..yg nolong ngangkat trus bilg: "udah gede masi jatoh jg. malu2in"
hahaha."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:05


"Dit,gpp...ni bukn kslahan ko..byk hal yg ga bs scra eksplisit cm djlaskan dr 1 pspektif.bs jd ni anugerah.ky proses..emg msti ngrsain yg ky gni dl br bnr2 nmu.."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:07


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"Hehehehe untung tgnmu kuat yo ngangkat2 Q?mdh2an gkn jiblok meneh..mgkn ni emg tahap bwt ngalatih jd kuat m ikhlas y?gtw dh..
I know I'm stronger than this,I just have to find it all over again,right?"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:11


"jd brsa smua bukn kbtulan ya..seolah ad rncana n cm km ma Tuhan yg terlibat.n emg bgitu..it takdirmu..berat emg kl km mmposisikan dri ky jd korban.tp sklinya tdk,well,ak yakin km ga sesedih skrg.
kita pny jmlh alasan yg sama bwt bsdih atw bbhagia.cm tggal mgubah cara n letak duduk aj. :)"
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:12


"rite.ak tau km bisa..gloomy boleh asal jgn lama-lama.n btw,am here kok.."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:13


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"Saat ini mgkn Q kn nkmatin dl posisiQ sbgai korban,mgkn dtgh2 ktrpurukanQ ntr bs nmuin jln bwt naik k atas lg dn bs dpt senter spy gk jiblok lg hehe"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:22


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"And btw,it's probably one more proof of God's giving me my needs,by having u here..thanks,bro :)"
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To: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:24


"hehehehe.iya sama-sama..
yg tabah ya Dit ya..
ky lagunya PJ.sumhow,it's nothing as it seems.."
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From: Jelek
03/03/2010 21:50

dan pagi ini Dika nambahin lagi satu hal....

"well... semua orang butuh dibahagiakan... sayang caranya kadang berseberangan.."

jadi lebih baik gimana? menunggu...atau mengusahakan?