"gue bukan mainan YoYo !!!"

...gue punya hati...

Telah kutitipkan seluruh isi hatiku yang tersisa kepada sang angin.
Semua cinta,semua kasih,semua sayang,semua rindu.Semua harapan yang kumiliki tentang aku dan kamu.Kukosongkan hati ku yang terluka ini untuk menghapusmu.Dan kubiarkan sang angin membawa semua tanpa tersisa selain suara sang hati yang kini hampa dan mati rasa.

Karena itu...
Jika kau sedang diam di sana dalam kesendirianmu.Dan kau rasakan sang angin menyapamu.Menyentuh dan meraba tubuhmu.Melewati helai-helai rambut lembutmu.Mencium wangimu.Dan kemudian terasa olehmu,tergelitik seluruh kulit wajahmu,bergetar hati kamu yang beku,dan hangat di tubuh indah kamu.
Sadar dan yakinlah bahwa itu aku,yang pernah mencintai kamu.

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Smile...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

....I am smiling...
...eventhough I am hurting...

efek sakit hati

Beberapa waktu belakangan gue ngadepin banyak banget masalah, banyak banget pikiran. Nafsu makan mulai berkurang, gue sakit-sakitan, banyak bengong dan gak ada semangat untuk ngelakuin apa-apa.
Weekend kemarin gue ma sodara2 gue dan nyokap ke Solo, Om gue (yang gue panggil Papi karena merawat gue selama gue dulu di Solo) tiba-tiba bilang kalo badan gue kurus banget. Iseng2 di rumah Om nemu timbangan berat badan, maka gue timbanglah badan gue.

Ternyata....

Berat badan gue turun 5 kilo!!!

Damn...
Gue harus berhenti mikirin hal-hal yang gak penting!

Inspirative Quote p.8

Architecture is not simply about space and form, but also about event, action, and what happens in space

(from Manhattan Transcripts, by Bernard Tschumi)